So if days like today. I am a tad irritable, a tad short, a tad moody. This is why. I mean no harm, no foul. No disrespect. And not to be a D*ck to anyone. I really don't.
If you truly know me. I love to smile. Today it is hard to smile.....
I know tomorrow is another day. I know I am blessed today but its hard to feel blessed.
I have faith. I have hope that one day this will end. If I am not smiling today, it will be tomorrow.
This video was 1am last night, only a Kip 8.Yes sadly they get far worse than this. It was the tail end of my attack. And as always my beautiful wife is always by my side. She reminds me with her touch on my head how lucky I really am. Why I fight. And continue on.
These attacks yes will make me. a 6ft1 260lb man drop to my knees in an instant wishing I was dead most days. I do not wish these on my worst enemy. Video for educational purpose only not pity.